School's out, forever

Today is the last day of school. I must admit, I'm not as thrilled as I thought I'd be. It's a little sad really, to me, to realize that I won't be going on any more field trips, or be attending stupid/hilarious pep assemblies, having funny lunch time antics, and all the other various things. And, yeah, theres been some bad times, and some embarrassing moments, and some up-and-downs with grades, and such, but the good times outnumber that shit, and were even better because of it. I feel weird about it ending. Sometimes it feels like I didn't make the most of it, because I probably didn't, but I suppose I shouldn't think about it that way. School has been an inspiration to many of the songs I write, is responsible for me meeting my best friends, a large amount of other relationships and/or socializing I've been part of, learning, changing, a million inside jokes, and much more. And now it's done, and I'm on my own, and it's strange, and kind of scary, and it's the rest of my life.