Me

Back to school. I don't wanna talk about that though. My grandma made me rice crispy treats and they're boss. They go good with Dr.Pepper. I've been trying to record some new music today, but I didn't get anything done, because I suck. I've been up since 10:30 and ain't done shit. I ate veggie dogs, and shaved. That's it. God, I'm boring. I suck. My car isn't here so I can't really go anywhere either. Not that I even care to. It's like, I don't care about not doing anything, but I do, but then I don't. I suck. What am I doing? I don't know. I don't know what I want to do. I'm listening to the Smiths, that's what I'm doing. I was going to go to the homecoming game at EF, but I'm not, because Ryan's not going. I don't care, really. It would've been something to do. I could do homework, but that's just drawing 7 shapes in perspective, and that's not fun. It's like, If I'm not doing something fun, I don't want to do anything at all, and I'm currently not doing anything at all, which isn't fun, which makes me not want to do anything at all, including something fun. But that's not how life works, you can't just have fun all the time. I guess I'm not good at life then? Maybe I'll be good at death. Although, everyone probably is, because it's easy. Also, it's probably not fun. It's not anything, really. It's basically what I do almost all the time. That's kinda sad isn't it? It's like, I'm dead, except I'm not. I'm like a zombie. I'm the living dead. I'm an oxymoron. Fuck.