Stupid

What am I doing up this late? Why am I always up this late? The late night TV shows are over, and I don't get hardly any channels anymore, so there's nothing really to watch. No one else is up, well the people at my house are, but.. that's not what I mean. Anyway, there is never anything to do. No where to go. I am by myself, I am always by myself. Blahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't know what I am getting at with this post. I just wish my life wasn't so goddamn boring, and lonely, and ..fuck, I don't know.